At the end of school term there was a party at a friends house. I was 15 years of age and had no experience with boys apart from the odd kiss. The party got completely out of hand. Most people were drunk, i also had too much and hadn’t realized. All i remember is waking up on a bed and i felt like i couldn’t move my arms and legs. I had no clothing on from the waist down and 4 boys were stood around the bed. I couldn’t make out who they were, but at that moment one boy was on top of me and i could feel him inside me. He was riding me and the other 3 boys were sniggering and making comments.

The boy who was on top of me squeezed my breasts and was attempting to kiss me on the mouth. I was unable to resist him. Within a minute i could feel him pressing on me. I tried to get up but couldn’t move or speak. All 4 boys took their turn to gang rape me . I eventually passed out, and when i came to i was fully clothed and on my own. I was so ashamed of myself that this is the first time i have told anyone. To this day when i think back to then it makes me cry. I have no idea if i was drugged, and i can’t make out the boys faces. I still have occasional nightmares where a video surfaces of the boys taking my innocence that night. I also now have trust issues with men.